Have you ever been running from something(s) and suddenly it all descends on you at once? That's been happening it me. I really am questioning the wisdom of my move to Texas. Other than meeting a lot of really nice people, not one thing has worked out for me since the move. I feel like I took a wrong turn and no matter what I do now that I can't get back on track. I don't know what to do, but I'm lost right now. Really, really lost. I know everything will turn out in the end. It always does. I just don't know how to get it on track.
I get why people turn to religion now. I wish I could believe in something magical that would get me out of this.