I'm Jealous of the Woman in This Fake Picture

My day almost makes me want to go on meds. I was so not suited for public consumption today.

I finally completed my taxes just now. The first time in my life I didn't complete them in February. Suffice it to say I owe this year.

I should have gone rowing today but didn't. I'm waiting to hear back on private lessons. That's the only way I'm going to get the technique down, then maybe I can join the group again on Saturday. We shall see.

I've had an awesome stomach ache since about 2pm that's not going away. I've pretty much come to the conclusion that I'm going to have to super-low carb it and pretty much not drink anymore to feel good. That just makes me want to punch the world in the throat.

On number two in the Bond series as I type this "From Russia w Love". Feh. Not liking it much. I don't hate it, but it's just not sparkling with me. The acting is abysmal. I don't buy the chemistry with the Bond girl. Blahblahblah. Ohhhh, he just hit her!!! Good.

Okay. Let me turn this train wreck of a post around.

Positive things...

2 days to the four day birthday extravaganza
5 days before my hair has permission to start graying
5 days to awesome brunch with friends then 7 hours at Viva Day Spa
My Iron Gym Pull Up Bar should be here in the next day or two so that could be good or bad depending if I fall while doing it

There, that's a bit better. I'll try to be happier tomorrow.

Blue on Blue...

My spirits are flagging a bit as of late. Some thing is not going quite as I had hoped. I mean where there is life there is hope, but right now hope is not super strong. I know I'll get through this, and "this" is soooo not a big thing. Just really hoped a certain department of my life was finally taking a turn in a positive direction. Maybe it still will. We shall see...

Bi-Polar Much, Carla?

Man, I have been MENTAL this week. I'm ridiculously optimistic about the future/me/life/me/things/me but I'm also ready to kill a MF'er if they try anything and even if they DON'T try anything.

For all intents and purposes or intensive purposes (Hi, Stacy) every thing is pretty great. I've unexpectedly hung out with a good friend every night this week and am on my way to Paggi, unexpectedly, in about an hour. So what do I have to grouse about? Please, God, do not let me be one of those people who can't deal with every thing finally going right.

I think the problem or part of it is a slight lingering headache. I'm getting SO scared as the summer months approach. I'm really hoping against hope that my horrific migraines won't return with all the new things I'm doing to hopefully stave it off. I'm still scared though. Way scared. Maybe that is my problem.

On the fun and upbeat side, I am looking for spas for my bday and I had the ridiculously awesome thought of hiring a petting zoo. How fun would that be??? Yes, you're right. VERY!!!!