That's the big thought going through my semi-aching mind right now (Heineken apparently now gives me a "mild" migraine. Wonderful). Anyway, I got most of my expected deliveries tonight. The BIG one coming on Sunday. Just ready to get my house in order.
I have another appointment with Miracle Worker tomorrow. Really been thinking about what to work on next. I think my career path will come up. I'm very comfortable where I am right now, but that's not like me. I feel I need to strive for something and a lot of people are asking me about life coaching/hypnosis. Do I go back to pursuing that? I don't know. I'm a bit tempted to go back to school. Finally finish the Masters and get going with the Doctorate that now feels like it will never happen. (I am an elderly 35 yr old, right?).
I was meditating last night and I had this thought SO huge in my mind "Stop Living a 1/2 Life". I want to LIVE a full life. I really see me leaving the US once my current obligations (the cats) are no more. I don't think my "purpose" is here. I could be wrong. Wouldn't be the first time. Just don't think that the purpose is here.
(the photo doesn't mean jack. just the first that said "The Time Is Now" that I liked. )
"Half-life". I like that expression. Before I found my latest job I was working and living a half-life. Just paying bills and going through the motions. Now I am passionate about what I do and thrilled to get up in the morning. Been a long time since I had that feeling and I am damn grateful to have it back. Perhaps your calling is here, but in another city? Cali is kinda like Florida, only with educated people and high taxes. :) Colorado is pretty darn sweet - hmmmmm - Colorado! :)
ReplyDeleteYou know I lived in Cali, right? Orange County and San Diego. I miss San Diego.
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